Porsche

2009 - 2019

Thinking back, if someone would of told me I’d be so attached to you that my heart would shatter in this moment, I would of told them they were crazy. You see, it used to be that I never considered myself much of a dog lover. Don’t misunderstand, I like dogs, I like, in fact... all animals, but prior to you I would of said dogs were just noisy fur leaking creatures, a commitment that would restrict my ability to be free to come and go. In those days I couldn't understand how vet bills and dog biscuits and pooper scoopers could be an acceptable trade off for time spent in the company of a dog. Over the years however, you taught me how very wrong I was. Ill always remember how happy you were to see me, even when I had nothing for you, no matter what my mood, or how hurried I may of been. I needed to only step out the door for a moment and my return would bring excitement from you that hasn't been matched by anything or anyone....ever. You have been my loyal companion that oozed love every day since you entered my life. You made me feel safe because you were always ready and waiting to protect me, our home, and our family. You calmed me by just quietly resting by my side, the way you leaned your body into me, encouraging me to pet you was always very comforting in a stress filled moment, but, i know you already knew that. People would think it strange if I mentioned the way you and I would share laughs, but we did. The way your excitement would bring on a sneezing fit, your smiles, the way you would ‘back up’ on command ...daily occurrences that now will be cherished memories...for the rest of my days. You were so much more than the family pet... you were, family.
Your kind and loving nature was certainly not rewarded in the short illness leading up to your passing but the life that you had, the bond that we shared was ... well earned and completely deserved. I would of done anything in my power to save you but in those last moments, the only kind thing to do, was let you go. The emptiness now felt in this old house echos also in my soul. Life at times gets hard, even more so without you beside me, leaning in for a hug. Though an outsider would fear you, we were lucky enough to know you were a gentle giant filled with tremendous love.
Walk on now my big dog, free from the worldly constraints of pain and illness. Thank you for being such a good girl and for the years of dedicated love and protection. I adore you.