Lexy Deschambault

2019

Lexy, I had such a love hate relationship with you.
There were days you drove me mad,but at the end we created a bond that I honestly don't think another could ever replace. I told daddy that I had realized how much I loved you and how many nights you were my snacking partner. My kids adored you baby girl and I wish I could have taken the cancer away. I wish there was a cure. I wish I could have never made you feel the way you couldn't tell us you felt; you hid it well. You were daddy's girls and we had our hard times sharing him ( sometimes ok most times) but you allowed me in your life and showed me what daddy always saw in you.
Keeping you on pills to keep you alive for longer would have been selfish. I hope you are looking down knowing we never wanted you to suffer baby girl. I'm so sorry it took me so long to realize how special you were. God has you now, rest in peace baby girl.
Mommy loves you. I'll see you in my dreams . With all the crumbs and balls and kids toys you could eat. ❤️